“Pilgrim’s Rest” is a common house with an uncommon use: it gives missionaries a place to rest as they prepare to leave Atlanta for foreign fields, and it is the initial landing spot for missionaries as they reenter America for the first time in several years. Although it blends in with homes in the subdivision, this house sleeps 16 people!
David and I work with a mission north of Atlanta called Biblical Ministries Worldwide (BMW), which designed and built Pilgrim’s Rest. Our missionaries can stay there for free. Imagine the languages and stories it has heard! Imagine the intense thoughts and emotions of those who have only tried to sleep there as they’re on the cliff of cultural transition! There are many scenes in those rooms that only the Lord knows about.
On Thursday a number of us did a deep cleaning of the upstairs in preparation for our Candidate School starting next week. As I was cleaning the front bedroom (the window with black shutters in the picture), vacuuming behind the bed and dusting the blinds, my mind went back 8 years to when David and I slept in that room.
It was a difficult time for me. Our daughter Stephanie had just married, and David and I were leaving shortly for Africa without any of our kids. Two were married and two were working in the States for the summer to save for college bills. I realize now that my challenges were not that difficult. Many have gone through much worse scenarios than what I was facing. Nevertheless, I felt like I was going through a crisis. I remember sitting on the floor in that room and crying so hard that my whole body was shaking, telling David that I didn’t think I could go on.
You have been uniquely crafted for a reason and purpose. Hang on through the surgery of the soul and call out to God for comfort and peace.
When you face trying times, it is good to have a list of truths tucked away in your Bible to meditate on. I challenge you to formulate such a list. Just to get you started, here are some ideas: God is God, and I am not. I have been uniquely crafted for a reason and a purpose. I must hang on to God’s trustworthy and loving character as He does surgery on my soul to remove things that would hinder my effectiveness. God does not waste pain. He is developing something in me. His Son went through pain for a greater good. He is trustworthy. He can be fully leaned on, although it hurts.
The Lord did not leave me on that floor shaking and crying, He comforted me and poured courage into me to get up and move on. I found enough grace to take the next step. He was and is faithful to provide enough strength to fulfill His will for me.
The beds at Pilgrim’s Rest have been slept in thousands of times each year. Most fascinating is when there is an interchange of missionaries from different continents that can connect and converse over a meal only to leave the next day and never see each other again.
It felt good, and in a way sacred, to work hard in cleaning that room. It is a special place for uniquely called people in a crucial time of transition. May the next person who sleeps in that bed be comforted that God is sovereign in all He does. And that He remembers. This life is a vapor and soon we will be with Him.